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Sunday, October 29, 2023

I completely forgot (Instagram)

 my God. I cannot imagine what would happened if i charge my phone (old) and check it, either my notifications would be filled jackshit or itll be empty as fuck i doubt the first one. i had like 5 insta accounts with decent amount of followers and i will not proceed to take accountability for them

do i post a story in there or sumn, i dont even feel like charging my phone, things r very uninteresting for me now, besides blogging and especially wattpad grinding #RAAAAHAHHHH #🔥

I know at some point my mutuals messaged me, I should be responding them but why the fuck am i so tired, do i respond to those messages or continue being an unknown mysterious spirit? letme know in the comments b

I don't like insta anyway, each new update in the app seems more shittier and worthless than it was, I'm pretty sure it's still continuing with it. 12 year old me did not even had a good time in that app, my ass was getting pressured by the constant attraction I grieved 4, and that led to some consequences, obviously thats nothing but my fault lol !!!!

ever since i took advantage of loosing interest in instagram to the point im inactive for almost 5 months is insane, i was supposed to get back in insta around july but oh mamamia where we are what is thissa

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  1. Yeah, Instagram. I did had an account there too, well 2 to be exact (the other was made for MLP and the other was my personal account that was connected with Facebook)
    Tbh, you're human and it's alright to feel tired. Put yourself first.
    I won't blame you, Instagram is a nightmare, trust me. I don't even like it either. And well, God knows how long have I been inactive in that app, gosh!
    This is just an advice, but it's alright to tell about it to your insta followers in a post explaining why you've been gone for months and how you've been losing interest in Insta lately, but ofcourse for the sake of yourself don't make it too personal for your privacy.
    Don't force yourself over an app, it's not worth your time if you don't enjoy it, take care of yourself first, always. If you're losing interest, it's completely okay.
    Social media is never worth your time if it just drains you.

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    1. LAST SENTENCE very real, i need to hear that
      rewinding it back the app there is so damn boring, i'd rather use tumblr or deviantart for that bro. Nah jk my ass is lazy as hell, i don't even bother to use twitter at all, but i know at some point i gotta post something in there. and wow it was a nightmare for you? do you mind telling a story about it? maybe gmail or here? if you don't mind of course :u

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    2. It's okay to feel lazy actually, that's a million times better than forcing yourself to constantly post in social media when you know you're not into it, it's pressuring as heck.
      When coming to insta being a nightmare, well it's not about me I'm talking about here, it's about what I see in others. Tons of people are drained in that app, and you're not alone feeling this way.
      Well, not just in that app, also in other social medias in general, which hurts for me to see.
      I hope you get what I mean here

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    4. *take your time, don't fall for the social media trap.

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    5. And by what I mean by "take your time", put yourself first.

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    6. *and what I mean by "take your time"

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    7. real as hell, i see people feeling the worst and thats because they get sent delivered or got seen, I used to as well, like if no one DMd me for JUST 2 DAYS. I would immediately think my friends hate me, good thing i don't feel like that anymore, i used to switch so many accounts cuz i felt shit or i feel like people wouldn't like my cringe. Now personally idgaf, i can use that app, but with the shit features and bad compression of quality image, Nah, ain't no way. and THE REEL FEATURES TOO??! the reel feature is basically like tiktok but in instagram, i remember seeing this dude running an account how to pronounce english words but they post it in reel form to get more attraction probably, cause now the insta algorithm prefer reels >> average post, basically one of their reel is how to pronounce "Gender", "Women", "Men" correctly and this poor ass dude has the most shittiest irrelevant comment section known to mankind, everyone was basically hated women and men at eachother, like it was a whole war between genders and shit, "women☕", "men☕" man bro is just trying to teach how to pronounce some english words, leave the poor dude alone, from what i remember he even pinned a comment saying something along "bruh why are yall having gender war, bro is trying to teach" but yeah that was around somewhere near early 2023

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    8. AND THANK YOU BRO, that means so much to me, why are you so supportive i pull out an awesome love gun and immediately shoots you
      i can rant many times how bad the app is dude, like i saw this one vent instagram account that post so many reels of vent and shit, and even the guy himself feel shit ofc and let me tell you this dude, when i scrolled down his page all of his reels look the damn fuckin same n the only thing that was different was just the text, like holy shit no wonder your life is sad as hell man you record yourself staring into the screen pity and miserable looking as fuck and then put a text saying you hate your life or something. I mean sorry if i sound rude, but like i completely understand your life is maybe ass as hell maybe with all the mental issues and maybe you wanna post it to reach online to help people they're not alone, but sometimes even if ya'll stay in the same miserable spot you guys unfortunately will stay in that spot. But basically from what i've experienced positivity comes from positivity and negativity comes from negativity, that's just what i learned ever since without instagram, idk if you can be positive that comes from negative. I mean i think at some instance you can, but hmm im unsure as hell, the only thing i can hope right now is for that guy who post the same miserable reels is happiness and tranquility

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    9. unfortunately im pretty sure that guy is not the only one, you know you gotta do something in order for something to happen man. imagine you wanna achieve to be an artist, do it man, take some risk and who gives a fuck if you fail or dont achieve picasso or peoples expectation or whatever. No shit dude you're still a beginner, you can try and experience random stuff. Kath i shit u not beginner artist who post in there gets SHITTED on the hottest, burn to flames, burnt to crisp

      but yeah thats enough rant i guess, there are some really weird and strange accounts where they post random people's face, cropped image of someone's face, and all that. I remember seeing the account and got creeped and scared to shit from it, but yeah. that's it

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    10. *gets shot by your love gun*
      You're welcome-
      I see what you're saying here.
      The only reason why I would be in Instagram is because my favourite content creators are there too, and that there are also stuff there I'm interested at (for example are horror stories, horror drawings..You know how much of a fan I am in the horror genre)
      Oh and foods! Yeah, basically I use instagram to explore topics that pique my interest and curiosity.
      Instagram does have good interesting things too that can be enjoyed like any other app out there. But unfortunately it's not always "a bed of roses." Meaning by that, it's not always all "good", and in every single social app there's always a bad side and that "bad side" is horrible.
      Unfortunately for Instagram, I've seen tons of bots there too that just spams the comment section over and over. I've also seen people sharing their experiences online about the things they have experienced using that app. And with the updates as well, fr it's the worst.
      So I won't blame you if you think the app is horrible, because it IS, and it's not just the app though, it's the people who also use it which makes the app that is already bad itself, MORE worse. and because of that, the innocent people who uses the app are the ones that gets affected the most.
      It's a chaotic world we live in, even in the internet. That's why we should be aware of the things we're doing, make right decisions and ALWAYS take care of ourselves, because the consequences are also big if we don't and we might aswell end up getting trapped in the mindless pit of social media, or possibly MUCH more worse.

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    11. Facts, completely agree with that one aswell, you gotta do it if you want to succeed, failure is normal and there's no such thing as perfection.
      What matters the most is that YOU enjoy and love doing it, and it's not hurting anyone at all in any way.
      Tons of people are "shamed" because they can't reach the expectations of society and so those people who are shamed by others are scared to take risks,
      but THOSE people who shames others are probably just AS afraid as the people they had shamed.
      And it's so weird, it happens alot not just in social media but irl too and tons of people have suffered because of it.

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    12. That includes aswell in mental health,
      if you want to heal, you won't heal if you don't help yourself to heal.
      It's that simple.

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    13. true!!! ALL OF THOSE... really true..
      nah cause beginners would get burnt for just trying cryying emoji

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    14. Yeah, It's sad to see that to the beginners who just wanna have fun, then suddenly they'd see themselves having tons of hatred in the internet from complete strangers. Everyone has to start somewhere, and yet they are hated for not being immidiently good at something.
      Some people in the internet are just so pathetic, they don't understand how hard it is to be an artist.

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