just a reminder that, i have ocs. of course i do im a fucken artist and anyways what i was gonna say … is that erm
i’ve been looking GOOD ART @ a lot of internet images lately (idk how 2 word this tbh) btw if any of u coming from instagram i have the shame of my actions because they’re embarrassing and stupid as hell which is completely reasonable & i completely deserve it now ok lets shut the fuck up and move on
and its kinda motivating me to do more art. i havent do a rlly good art besides the new years and js some generally shitty doodles ibispaint
worst thing is, i gave my samsung tab 2 my brother but HE HAS NO IDEA?? Where last time he put it. and he js kept asking me where i put it when it belongs to him now??? Like my brother, im asking the questions. and you dont know where u last time placed it. What
I just wanna borrow the tablet to draw cause as yall know my laptop is broken I #love #windowblinds #ijustwantedtocustomizemythemetolooklikewindows7
but yeah i’m pretty sure the most recognizable ocs 2 my friends whatever as far as i notice was mark the botshit kid and euuuh wowwww robert benjamin adhiarja my little mii boy
also mark the botkid would probably have to be served to the adoption centre cause i dont like them anymore and they kinda suck ass
ReplyDeleteas for alex its the same thing, rubik dude can stay he just needs a little bit change
i mean for the both, they would be redesigned and i mean redesigned completely changing every single thing about them, i kinda hate them both to my GUTS so fucking badly
i like your ocs! also i don’t know what you’re talking about with what you did on insta? but im sure you’re fine dude!
ReplyDeletedo you rather talk about it in dms or js wait for me to blog it
Deletewhatever you feel like😌
DeleteHey man, your art is really amazing!! Keep it up seriously, you're a talented lad!!!!!11!1! EEEEEK IT LOOKS SO GOOD WTF WKDHSKBDJEBFKEBFKNEJDBD
ReplyDeleteAnd yeah, I hope you can fix your laptop 😭✨️
HAVE AN ABSOLUTE RAD DAYY1!11!1!
About the instagram thing, you've gone so far in your self-improvement bro, we're here for you and we love you man. We root for you 🩷
(okay I'm not one of the people from instagram but hey, I still wanna tell ya good stuff, and to all the people here who IS actually from instagram, hello there!!! You're a cool lad too!!!!)
thank u so much for the art compliment,
Deletei’ve seen others experiencing the same thing. They have have felt guilt, cringe, shame, of having an embarrassment past. and themselves telling others/their audience they shouldn’t beat up the mistakes they’ve done, cringing at your past is a sign of grown and matured. don’t hide from it and accept it was wrong, (taking accountability basically) then learn from it. continuing “—If what you said in the past goes against everything you stand by now, show it.“ I agree with everything what they’ve stated but this statement was them specifying their humor in the past was a bad taste.
however sure; i feel the same, sure but not only that— i’ve manipulated people that i regret so much even if it was unintentional. There are so many things i’ve said and have desired that are so selfish without myself even realizing
I don’t find a problem regarding their statement by the way, it just ringed me
“Turn that shame into your will to improve,” I have done that “ and move forward” i can’t tell what this specifically means, but if its continuing my life as that person i’ve changed then I am doing it. but if its telling me to get over my past, that’s hard. it seems like i’m not getting anywhere, so at this point i’m just living with it cause like i said i completely deserve it
I mentally changed but don’t move don’t see this as me attention seeking nor venting, but as in how it just went
Hey it's me Kath, I'm sorry for the late reply. I understand. We're here for you.
DeleteWhat you feel is valid, it's genuinely hard to get over the past, it's not simple. I understand, this isn't for venting nor for attention. You're accepting your faults and mistakes.
You truly care for the people you've hurted in the past, and that itself is self-improvement.
A quick note, please don't hesitate to reach out to me or to people you're comfortable talking to whenever you need to, whatever you decide, we're all here for you if you ever need someone to listen.
I understand your point, it makes sense.
Deletei wasn't venting, but thanks i just want to let you know, I have a shameful past. Just remember that
DeleteIt's okay bro, I'm here for ya and I get what you mean by not venting.
DeleteWe're always here for you
And I get your point.
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