UPD8!!!!!!!!!!!1

 IT WENT WELL. i would rate it 6/10 because the attitude and the tone wasnt that reallyyy idk genuine, its so hard to be genuine when the things u say are genuine but the toneof ur voice is that just not genuine

the only thing that was a problem i think i sounded nervous and had to think about myself repeating the same thing over and over again, like "Say it, say it, say it, say it, SAY IT, SAY IT SAY-" and constantly lecturing me mentally in my head (in a good way) you wanna be a good person dont u? 🤨

and wow here i am, I was also a bit stiff too, thankfully 6 is good, because a few people noticed i was supportive, checking up constantly, positive, happy (do i look that sad going to school)

consent matters duh, i came to my friends (??) at recess and checking up on them and asked if they wanted a hug, and god they did

a few of them liked me how i was 2day, i have also noticed that when i trynna act happy and that, it makes my mind happy as well along with calm, bcause 4 some reason i just do. Like when i come to the schoolnot talking w anyone i get emo and quiet as hell

so basically, i wanna act happy yet chill

I forgot what i was gonna say 4 more, but its ok ILL DO BETTER 2 DAY. THIS IS THE 2ND DAY. Tomorrow friday will probably be wayyy more better than this and 2day! ill upd8 also sorry for l8 update too btw, i took a nap after school