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Thursday, September 28, 2023
How
How do i get junk outta my chest without trying to sound like I'm venting? Like, I can't rant about myself without making it sound vent-ish no matter if it was intended to not seen as a vent.
It's difficult to express things up without making it sound like a rant even though if it's not intended to be one, and that's okay, there are some things that can be difficult for us to do. I've never saw your posts where you express/tell what you feel as vents, maybe it's because you've mentioned it in the past not as one, so I started respecting it as not. Instead, I just saw you as a brave person with a loving heart.
Completely irrelevant information but you're amazing and as much as you may or may not accept it, I love you for the way you trully are. Please never change.
I think you meant vent in the first sentence, and thanks your words really mean a lot to me. However, I feel a bit guilty that you're doing all this complimenting and confronting me, because from the glass it looks like I'm ranting about being a bad person yada yada to get compliments and comfort whatever reassurance support, but in reality I'm not. I'm trynna express and rant and wanna know how others perceive it or give advice, like honesty i guess. Obviously, I'm not gonna tell you to like, "omgg stop supporting me!!" or something along like dat because it literally sounds like I'm pushing away my loved ones and that's gonna make me worse as a person. (I hope all of this made sense) But as to my advice of if others are feeling like, a bad person for what they did it's best to see what the harm they caused was bad and it was the person's fault and maybe give them advice on what to do in that situation of theirs or be better since they might likely to ask how to BE better as a person and i guess not bash them. But as for me, the reason I'm ranting is almost the same thing but I can never get over the massive mess I've damaged to my loved ones mental health, I'm obviously not gonna use any excuse for my dogass behavior in the past but as in likely to ask if THERE IS any other advice that I've not heard of to be a better person (dawg what am i saying, ihope this makes sense) i guess you're allowed to bash me since what I did was stupid and I think bashing me makes me realize even more what I did was more stupidder than I already thought it was stupid as hell???
BUT YEAH THIS HAS NOTHING TO DO WITH THE RANTING ABOUT ME BEING A BAD PERSON. Its just the reason since you might likely to ponder yourself why am I doing all of this. But yeah I kind of stopped ranting about being a bad person in the other blog. BUT IM JUST POINTHING THIS OUT INCASE YOU'RE WONDERING. The reason I made this blog is how I've noticed when ranting **in the past** it sounds like I'm venting no matter how many times I changed how i worded the sentences and how I'm making something personal for myself, if there is any questions in your head feel free to ask
Hey, thank you for telling me this and pointing things out, it makes things clearer on why you'd post this blog. All that you're saying here is valid, it's been tough for you. I'm really sorry if it took me long enough to respond. I love you, and I understand.
just adding more and correcting things a bit #holdon I feel a bit guilty that you're doing all this complimenting and confronting me since I've been complaining about it from the past, and at some point im really scared about draining you, if at some point I did drain you or just really made you feel exhausted from all this rant. Please PLEASE tell me, you barely tell me or express how you feel and its not a bad thing though, it just worries me a bit that you're willing to reassure me and all that kind of stuff, and I wanna return the favor obviously. Lately taking your time is completely recommended since it can be really difficult to open up. You can open up to me either here or personal somewhere**
BUT THANK YOU SO MUHC. for genuinely caring, I still feel bad you're doing all this but thank you so much If you need someone to listen im here for you too bro, I hope you'rew okay dont be afraid to tell me anything in all seriousness though, i care about you a lot i love you too little monkey
Thank you, peasant >:D And you're welcome, #always. ♥️ it's understandable. It's sweet of you, REALLY sweet... Trust me, you're already returning the favor by just being a good friend, by just being you. It's a fact that you always brighten my day with the simplest things you do, as stressful life could be sometimes I'm going to admit talking to you or simply being with you gets me going. I'll be okay, and I'll make sure that you'll be okay too. I'll definitely take care of myself and have my me-time, thank you for always willingly being there for me to readily listen even if I don't talk that much about how I feel. Thank you for being you. Just by that really makes me appreciate to have you as my friend, or let's just say, close friend. And having you, note this, I really feel like you're the gift and I'm returning the favor. I'm weird with how I say things here, but I hope you appreciate my words no matter how weird they are. You're amazing man, that's a fact.♥️ Hopefully these words brightens your day, because you always brighten mine with the simple things you do.
Please know that it's okay to feel this way, it's okay to feel guilty about things as it's part of being human. You're not alone, never forget to have your me-time too :)
very very late reply and my feet is very itchy and it wont stop itching #makeitstop But thank you so much bro! And no, none of these metaphor of yours are weird at all. In fact they're weird but in a sweetheart way. It just makes me happy just reading all this. I genuinely wish u have a good day man.
It's difficult to express things up without making it sound like a rant even though if it's not intended to be one, and that's okay, there are some things that can be difficult for us to do.
ReplyDeleteI've never saw your posts where you express/tell what you feel as vents, maybe it's because you've mentioned it in the past not as one, so I started respecting it as not.
Instead, I just saw you as a brave person with a loving heart.
Completely irrelevant information but you're amazing and as much as you may or may not accept it, I love you for the way you trully are.
DeletePlease never change.
I think you meant vent in the first sentence,
Deleteand thanks your words really mean a lot to me. However, I feel a bit guilty that you're doing all this complimenting and confronting me, because from the glass it looks like I'm ranting about being a bad person yada yada to get compliments and comfort whatever reassurance support, but in reality I'm not. I'm trynna express and rant and wanna know how others perceive it or give advice, like honesty i guess. Obviously, I'm not gonna tell you to like, "omgg stop supporting me!!" or something along like dat because it literally sounds like I'm pushing away my loved ones and that's gonna make me worse as a person. (I hope all of this made sense) But as to my advice of if others are feeling like, a bad person for what they did it's best to see what the harm they caused was bad and it was the person's fault and maybe give them advice on what to do in that situation of theirs or be better since they might likely to ask how to BE better as a person and i guess not bash them. But as for me, the reason I'm ranting is almost the same thing but I can never get over the massive mess I've damaged to my loved ones mental health, I'm obviously not gonna use any excuse for my dogass behavior in the past but as in likely to ask if THERE IS any other advice that I've not heard of to be a better person (dawg what am i saying, ihope this makes sense) i guess you're allowed to bash me since what I did was stupid and I think bashing me makes me realize even more what I did was more stupidder than I already thought it was stupid as hell???
BUT YEAH THIS HAS NOTHING TO DO WITH THE RANTING ABOUT ME BEING A BAD PERSON. Its just the reason since you might likely to ponder yourself why am I doing all of this. But yeah I kind of stopped ranting about being a bad person in the other blog. BUT IM JUST POINTHING THIS OUT INCASE YOU'RE WONDERING. The reason I made this blog is how I've noticed when ranting **in the past** it sounds like I'm venting no matter how many times I changed how i worded the sentences and how I'm making something personal for myself, if there is any questions in your head feel free to ask
DeleteHey, thank you for telling me this and pointing things out, it makes things clearer on why you'd post this blog.
DeleteAll that you're saying here is valid, it's been tough for you. I'm really sorry if it took me long enough to respond.
I love you, and I understand.
Thank you for making things clear, I'm always here to listen. I don't really have any questions, atleast for now.
DeleteOnce again, I love you bro.
DeleteI'm here for you.
Deletejust adding more and correcting things a bit #holdon
DeleteI feel a bit guilty that you're doing all this complimenting and confronting me since I've been complaining about it from the past, and at some point im really scared about draining you, if at some point I did drain you or just really made you feel exhausted from all this rant. Please PLEASE tell me, you barely tell me or express how you feel and its not a bad thing though, it just worries me a bit that you're willing to reassure me and all that kind of stuff, and I wanna return the favor obviously. Lately taking your time is completely recommended since it can be really difficult to open up. You can open up to me either here or personal somewhere**
BUT THANK YOU SO MUHC. for genuinely caring, I still feel bad you're doing all this but thank you so much If you need someone to listen im here for you too bro, I hope you'rew okay dont be afraid to tell me anything in all seriousness though, i care about you a lot i love you too little monkey
DeleteThank you, peasant >:D
DeleteAnd you're welcome, #always. ♥️
it's understandable.
It's sweet of you, REALLY sweet...
Trust me, you're already returning the favor by just being a good friend, by just being you.
It's a fact that you always brighten my day with the simplest things you do, as stressful life could be sometimes I'm going to admit talking to you or simply being with you gets me going.
I'll be okay, and I'll make sure that you'll be okay too. I'll definitely take care of myself and have my me-time, thank you for always willingly being there for me to readily listen even if I don't talk that much about how I feel. Thank you for being you. Just by that really makes me appreciate to have you as my friend, or let's just say, close friend.
And having you, note this, I really feel like you're the gift and I'm returning the favor.
I'm weird with how I say things here, but I hope you appreciate my words no matter how weird they are.
You're amazing man, that's a fact.♥️
Hopefully these words brightens your day, because you always brighten mine with the simple things you do.
In short, I love your existence. You're a gift to me.
DeletePlease know that it's okay to feel this way, it's okay to feel guilty about things as it's part of being human.
DeleteYou're not alone, never forget to have your me-time too :)
Little monkey!
Deletevery very late reply and my feet is very itchy and it wont stop itching #makeitstop
DeleteBut thank you so much bro! And no, none of these metaphor of yours are weird at all. In fact they're weird but in a sweetheart way. It just makes me happy just reading all this. I genuinely wish u have a good day man.